I really don’t want to talk about love because love doesn’t really revolve around my world anymore. It’s different now. I see new people, meet new people, and each day gets very adventurous. As long as I let it to be. Each day, I’m learning how to become “me” without holding back or hesitating to be “me”.. I’ve been in a box way too long and I’m tired of it. I want to grow and in order for me to do that, I have to get out of my own comfort zone and start walking that talk. People’s advice are also an option to keep, but when it comes to love, I’ll say, no thanks, God will be the author of that. I can enjoy my freedom before engaging myself back to it. I’m still pretty bruised from the past no matter how long it was. But I’m thankful that my childhood best friend understands me and is willing to wait for me no matter the difficulty. Each day, I spend time with her online, thank God for skype, I know I’m learning again.. how to understand, how to be patient, how to joke around and laugh, how to smile, how to be friends with her friends, family. and especially, how to love no matter how long the distance. I know I’m contradicting myself when I said I don’t want to talk about love, but I know God is working. it did say, “Love is patient..” but for now, I need to love God with all of my heart, with all of my strength, with all of my mind, and with all of my soul. Since He’s the one who loves us first before we ever get the chance to love.